6.21.2013

Friday Night Movie @ the Cave

Watched Side Effects.
Someone tell the Rooney Mara character to stop channelling my style hahaha :-) 
Just kidding.
*Good night*

6.15.2013

June 14

 I am 27 years old as of yesterday. So surreal. 
I have to say, I feel calm and excited about the future.
Lively,  peachy, ducky!
 

6.05.2013

Word of advice-from This Recording

Be the best you can possibly be, whatever that means to you. Absolutely do not step down in order to not threaten people. Don't apologize. If you genuinely fucked up fine, you are allowed to apologize once but then stop apologizing. Think about how much you hear women apologizing for themselves for no reason, or being self-deprecating or self-abnegating out of habit. What the fuck are you apologizing for? For being too good?

6.02.2013

Lee Krasner


To whom shall I hire myself out? What beast must one adore? What holy image attack? What hearts shall I break? What lie must I maintain? In what blood must I walk? 
   

5.25.2013

love

Saturday frolics with bear
Comforting, I declare!





5.24.2013

another staple

Finally got a black maxi skirt that is flattering to my pig body. Thank you h&m.

5.12.2013

looking for the perfect lip stain--spring 2013

matte flush - finding the most flattering color for your skin tone is key

5.08.2013

women's meditation for today

How familiar we are with trying to be women other than ourselves; ones more exciting, we think, or sexier, or smarter. We have probably devoted a great deal of energy to this over the years. It's likely that we are growing more content with ourselves now. However, aren't there still situations in which we squirm, both because we want to project a different image, and because we resent our desire to do so?We each have been blessed with unique qualities. There is no other woman just like ourselves. We each have special features that are projected in only one way, the way we alone project them. Knowing that we are perfect as we are is knowledge that accompanies recovery. How much easier life is, how much more can be gained from each moment, when we meet each experience in the comfort of our real selves. The added gift of simply being ourselves is that we'll really hear, see, and understand others for the first time in our lives.I can only fully focus on one thing, one person at a time. I will free my focus from myself today and be filled up by my experiences with others.
-from Each Day A New Beginning: Daily Meditations for Women

5.04.2013

5.03.2013

enlarge your 'container'


Try claiming or taking up as much space as your spirit requires.
Staying in our own space and loving ourselves allows choices for us.
Not imposing our energy on anyone else allows them to have choices as well.

5.01.2013

pen & paper

Enough is enough.
I'm making moves towards completing my education. I finally got that piercing pain in my self, and I know it will not go away unless I overcome this obstacle of fear. It's taken me a long time to find myself in a healthy place where I am able to make decisions not based on impulse. And this is one of those essential decisions.
Take the bull by the horns     …..    Yeehaw!

4.24.2013

speech is silver, silence is golden

this is what it's been like this week so far.
gotta go back to listening, it's a great vacation from my opinions

4.19.2013

*367 days*

1  year + 1 day sober

4.14.2013

4.09.2013

4.06.2013

midnight ponders

Ah, there is an error of double negatives there, Pig!
'Without it, I don't think I would be so aware of myself',
pardon my english. Midnight ponders indeed.

4.05.2013

~a lady of the house moment~

A freshly scrubbed bathtub is thoroughly satisfying

3.17.2013

Approach it and there's no beginning

The Master is her own physician.
She has healed herself of all knowing.
Thus she is truly whole.