12.25.2011

12.25.2011 merry

This disease is indeed cunning, baffling, and powerful. I thought Christmas would be a piece of cake now that I've been dealing with issues head-on. But the minute I tell myself that "I got this" that's when things start slipping away. To be knowing of my disease is to never underestimate it.  
I'm looking for an online drawing tool so I can go back to making my own pictures. 
NO New Year's resolutions yet, apart from keeping sane and sober. I always want to be comfortable in my own skin, because that feeling of inadequacy is so fucking tired. I don't ever want to go there again. I ask HIM to help me, to do what he has planned for me. 

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